I wrote his name again /+ comment 0/
Hi again, 3 years has been since my last post and update, I don't promise to write very often, I become a busy person, I also know nobody will read it probably, but I want to. :) I'm back here to write for him again so here my story: .... " ...we don't speak anymore, at least not like before, he doesn't reply my text as before he used to, he doesn't say he loves me anymore, he no longer cares about me..." continue reading:

"I have so much to say about this picture, probably you don't understand what it says or means if you are not korean speaker, it says 'steffy' it was written on the snow and it is real, it was made on dicember many years ago, maybe 3, it is important? it doesn't, the number of years don't, The time pass but, sometimes it as if it were just yesterday, it has not happened to you? at least to me.

About the person who wrote it, he is whom I could write entire pages, why? well... there are people who you never forget really, people who really have marked your life, was a life-moving experience, He is it for me. This story is kinda courny so if you don't like this kind of narration, do not keep reading...

I shall try to be as brief and succinct as possible, I want to say at the same time he made me the happiest and saddest women in the world, not everybody cause this kind of feelings on you, and he didn't need touch me or kiss me to make it happens, it was magic and that's the reason to become unique and that's the reason i
consider him that "love of the life" that many people don't believe in.

NO:  we don't speak anymore, at least not like before, he doesn't reply my text as before he used to, he doesn't say he loves me anymore, he no longer cares about me,  he doesn't tell me what he did on the day, neither why he can't sleep at nights, he not longer makes time for talking to me, not longer shares his tastes with me, not longer makes me giggle, he... he forgot me already... he loves that another girl probably, it is normal, life goes on and he deserves to be happy and so do I. I'm happy becasue of him, although - if I think about it- I miss him as well."- The end

+ posted on 10 oct. 2016 at 20:16
My phone update /+ comment 3/
After a long time i decided to update my phone style :) I found that app that gives to ipod, iphone or ipad the cute styles, ( thanks to miho) the point is my phone is a samsung galaxy s2 so its ANDROID.
the app name is cocoPPa. and here like actually looks my phone.

I made different combinations of colors and styles giving it a look similar to apple icons but keeping the android taste, 

- It only changes the home page icons no app drawer icons, if you want to change that icons use another apps such like GO launcher ex themes.

- be carefull to do not remove the original icon because if you do u wont be able to chance it again, what it means? it means  if you use android u will see the dock on bottom contain basic function like phone, contacts app, messages and web. when you change the icon with cocoPPa DO NOT drag the new icon to the dock. remove the dock ( GO launcher has that option) and make a "new one" like i did! (just put the app)as  you can see on my screenshoots on top.

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+ posted on 2 jul. 2013 at 17:05
Another PC style /+ comment 3/
Hello again, If you still have windows 7 well, you know im here to give you some advices to design your desktop, I changed somethings on my pc recenly, check it out. (click on the pic to see bigger)

What I keep?
- smile rainmeter skin
- monster slide text xwidget skin
- I set pastelia theme again
- calendar

What's new?
- Start icon
- HDD vintage (C&D disks) rainmeter skin
- top and bottom bars rainmeter skin
- recycle bin rainmeter skin
- volume and battery rainmeter skins
- Day/time/weather/ xwidget skin
- boxes menu instead dock ( xwidget skin )
- social networks xwidget skin (edited by me)

as always i leave you some files here, if you want another that i didnt uploaded tell me and i will.
- menu box [link]
- social network Download

- first [link]
- second [link]

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+ posted on 16 jun. 2013 at 16:17
Effects for your pictures /+ comment 5/

Well, if you the kind of person that like to edit your pics, here, I made this work with photoshop actions that you can download and use as well , and you can see how  effects may look like. I made it with photoshop actions. enjoy

Download actions here: Link
+ posted on 25 mar. 2013 at 22:14
dear you /+ comment 5/

+ posted on 16 mar. 2013 at 11:43
넌 나 좋아하냐? Love quote /+ comment 0/

삼순이 : 너 나 좋아하냐? (do you like me?) 

삼식이 : 좋아하는게 뭔데? (what is the definition of like someone? )

삼순이:  너 나보면 막 두근거리고 내가 더 이뻐 보이구, 너 내가 없을땐 조금 보고싶고, 내가 딴 남자랑 어울리면 화나고, 시도때도 없이 내가 떠오르고 그러냐? you know, it‘s like
when you see me, your heart beats fast and i look a bit prettier
When i‘m not there, you kinda want to see me
When i‘m with another guy, you get mad
And at any given time and year, you suddenly remember me. That kind of a thing?)

삼식이 : 그럼 나 너 좋아하는거 아닌가보다... 
널 보면 두근거리는게 아니라 심장이 터질 것 같아,  더 이뻐 보이는게 아니라 더 이상 이뻐보일수 없을만큼 예쁘고, 조금 보고싶은게 아니라 널 안보면 미칠만큼이나 보고싶다.
다른 남자와 어울리면 화나냐고?  화나는 정도가 아니라 그 자식을 죽이고 싶을만큼 괴로워.
니가 시도때도없이 떠오르는게 아니라, 한시도 떠나지않고 떠오른다.
그럼 이건 좋아하는게 아닌거맞지.  (then I could not like you. 
See, When i see you, my heart doesn't pound, I feel like it will burst. You don‘t look a little pretty. You look so pretty that no one could possibly be prettier than you. I don‘t kinda want to see you, if i don‘t see you, i think i‘m gonna get crazy. 
Am i mad when you hang out with other guys? Mad isn‘t even the word to describe it. I‘m in so much pain that I want to kill him.  I don‘t remember you at any given time and year, I remember you every single second. )

memories to kill, cute love ecene 추억 사랑 인용부호.

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+ posted on 10 mar. 2013 at 12:19
Sometimes We Have To Let Go /+ comment 3/
放手过去, 过去也会放开 - Let Go of the past and the past  will let you go

For all of us who have lived a pianfull/hard farewell/ break up. Here and advice that believe me its for myself too.  but may be helpfull.

... People Always ask me & I ask myself  "Do you still like him?" "Do you still love him?"  Yes.  Honestly, I don't really know. But I do know there's just something about him I can't let go.

It can takes days... Months.. even Years to heal and get better, but Cheer up it won't take a lifetime.. even the LOVE keeps alive and maybe u never unlove that person, cry if is needed but dry tears next and Go ahead.

READ: If he's stupid enough to walk away: Be smart enough to let him go. (you did your best)

To you who once I called baby, 자기.       If you are not brave enough to walk by my side, I will be brave and I will go ahead on my way without you

From now Your name will not be written anymore....
+ posted on 27 feb. 2013 at 19:24
Oh lana you fit me /+ comment 4/
Take me with you.. Because  I don't want anything else. Suddenly It's hard to breathe,

No matter Where but If I'm with you; If you are in my life I could breath,

You were completly unique and too great, You were the pop style and I grew up listening balad but anyways you fit me better than my favorites pants And I know that love is mean and love hurts but I still remember that  NOVEMBER day when we first talk , oh baby! I will love you until my dying day.

You know I'd wait for you a Thousand years, We said our love were Thousand years love and We would wait for each other, I think you already forgot ...But I don't, I'll always remember. Promise me you will remember that you are mine. Baby Can you see through the tears? I love you more than anybody could have done.. Tell me you will remember it, please baby tell me you will,  ... I will love you till the end of time.

You went out every nights and honey it's ok, I told you no matter what you did, I would be by your side, because I'm a ride or die whether you fail or fly. Shit at least you tried right? but when you were apart from me; when you decided to give up one big part of me just died.

I Want you bring it back, I'd Just like everything go back as before, We danced and cuddle everynights even could exist a kind of distance, but then they took you away; even more. and then you made our distance much more longer.

You only have to remember...

I will Love you until my dying day. .........권용희
+ posted on 21 feb. 2013 at 18:53
All I did was love you /+ comment 7/

Yes this is me & yes I'm doing a heart shape with my arms. I  did a heart cam shoot before to know the APP so thats the reason bcoz of the  heart is not perfect. Anyways I think is a nice shot!  there are other people who made this before? yes probably. just I did it with a meaning, :)

Oh my love All I wrote that time was "하트하트, 사랑사랑" second time I don't remember what exactly I wrote but the fact is I did this pic and i posted this pic thinking of you, for you.. Now just a memory? :( 너를위해, 항상. yoonghee 
+ posted on 27 ene. 2013 at 18:52
...This lyric /+ comment 2/
말도없이                                                                                                                     without words
하지말걸 그랬어                                                                                         I shouldn’t have done that
모른척 해버릴걸                                                               I should h ave pretended to don't know  it
안보이는 것처럼                                                                                   Like something I couldn’t see
볼수없는 것처럼                                                                                        Like something I can’t see
널 아예 보지말 걸 그랬나봐                                    I shouldn't have looked at you in the first place
도망칠 걸 그랬어                                                                                             I should have ran away
못들은척 그럴걸                                                                     I should have acted like I didn’t hear it
듣지도 못하는 척                                                                                                      like I didn’t hear it
들을 수 없는 것처럼                                                                                 Like something I can’t hear
아예네 사랑 듣지 않을 걸                                      I shouldn't have  hear your love in the first place

말도없이 사랑을 알게 하고                                     without words you made me know what love is

말도 없이 사랑을 내게 주고                                                            without words you gave me love 
숨결 하나조차 널 담게 해놓고                                       made me fill myself with your every breath
이렇게 도망가니까                                                                                                  then  you ran away
말도없이 사랑이 나를떠나                                                                  without words love leaves me
말도없이 사랑이 나를 버려                                                           without words love abandons me
무슨 말을 할지 다문 입이                                                                               What should I say next?
혼자서 놀란것 같아                                                       My closed lips were surprised on their own
말도 없이 와서                                                                                                   coming without words

왜 이렇게 아픈지                                                                                       Why does it hurt so much ?

왜 자꾸만 아픈지                                                                                Why does it hurt continuously ?
널 볼수 없다는거                                                     Except for the fact that I can’t see you anymore
네가 없다는거 말고                                                                      And that you are not here anymore
모두 예전과 똑같은건데                                                     Otherwise it will be  the same as before

말도없이 사랑을 알게 하고                                     without words you made me know what love is
말도 없이 사랑을 내게 주고                                                            without words you gave me love 
숨결 하나조차 널 담게 해놓고                                       made me fill myself with your every breath
이렇게 도망가니까                                                                                                  then  you ran away
말도없이 사랑이 나를떠나                                                                   without words love leaves me
말도없이 사랑이 나를 버려                                                            without words love abandons me
무슨 말을 할지 다문 입이                                                                               What should I say next?
혼자서 놀란것 같아                                                        My closed lips were surprised on their own
말도없이 눈물이 흘러내려                                                            without words tears start to falling 
말도없이 가슴이 무너져가                                                             without words my heart is broken
말도없는 사랑을 기다리고                                                                  without words I waited for love
말도없는 사랑을 아파하고                                                                      without words love hurts me
넋이 나가버려                                                                                            I have become transparent 
바보가 되버려                                                                                                      I have become a fool
하늘만 보고 우니까                                                                                  crying while I look at the sky 

말도없이 이별이 나를찾아                                                          without words separation finds me

말도없이 이별이 내게와서                                                        without words the end comes to me
준비도 못하고                                                                                                                I can't be ready
널 보내야하는                                                                                                            to send you away 
내맘이 놀란것 같아                                                                                     I think my heart is startled
말도없이 와서                                                                                                 coming it without words

말도없이 왔다가                                                                                                without words it came

말도없이 떠나는                                                                                           without words it's leaving
지나간 열병처럼                                                                                                  Like the fever before 
잠시 아프면 되나봐                                                        maybe all I have to do is be hurt for a while
작은 흉터만 남게되니까                                                     because in the end only scars ramains..

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+ posted on 23 ene. 2013 at 14:07